i wish that the love of my life matthew would love me the way he used to, before he started getting more distant.i love him to death and id do or give up anything to have his love in return. we used to be so happy and he used to love me so much, but we've drifted apart because of a old rekindled friendship with justin. and i just want him back. i wish and i pray that i could get the man ive been looking for my whole life back. i really want my fiance back.