I wish it was over between them. This would mean that there really WAS something wrong in their relationship, he wasn't just making that up to get laid, and he didn't leave TN because there was something not good enough in me.

I wish he would come find me. Or that I lost all memory of him. Otherwise there's no point in knowing.

I wish I could let go of this ridiculous grudge and quit filling so guilty over something that never happened.